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What will you do if a person asked you for a second chance?What would be your decision?
We always have tough times in life and sometimes we may never chose to started of things the way they must be. Sometimes, we got a lot of pride never even thinking of other people. We choose to hurt some people's feeling because of this stupid pride in ourself but....we can never deny it..most especially when that person means a lot to you, you want a second chance for the both of you but you're just too afraid.

Everyone deserves chances in this world. Even us...we are given chances by the Lord to make our mistakes right. We may have the feeling of hatred towards this person and it's really hard to change our hearts if you never want to recall what really happen in your relationship. And forgiving is really a long process itself.

Talking about the past, our minds may not be free most especially if the past leaves a deep wound in our hearts. Because of this, we're afraid to give our trust again. That we're afraid to commit the same mistake and rather choose to let go and forget what really happened. Being with someone you loved is nice but being with someone you hate?That's hell!!!!So, how can you just totally forget about everything and just forgive that person?

But now in my situation,Its the other way around...I know I have made a ton of mistakes but I would like to put those behind , if at all possible, so I can move on with the rest of my life, live on with the good and leave the bad behind . I know that will be hard for me and her, especially after all that I have done, but if we could start all over again fresh from the beginning, I will never hurt her again because I know how much it hurts now that I have made the mistake which I regret to the fullest. I just want to be happy and I want her to be happy and feel safe that I'm never going to do that again.I know that it could take forever but I will stake that, especially because of how much I love her and how much this means to me.

Now, I realized that forgiving is really a long process. And now, I know how it feels to asking for a second chance...a new beginning...a new start....and a new hope...